It is probably because I am staying with many people that I can't get along with or they have been here way before me that they know each other so well, and it makes me feel like I'm being left out... If I lived alone, I wouldn't feel like this, right? Being in a place with people that I don't feel belong to amplifies the loneliness. My friends are not here.. to call somebody?.. I don't know, I don't wanna dumb these negative feeling on them. I need sb to talk to, to laugh with, to feel comfortable being with... but that's not always the dream, right? You can't always be surrounded by people you like and who like you back. These people, I don't hate them. It's just I don't feel connected. Sophie was right, being where you are is not the problem. You could be anywhere but still feel the same.. So that leaves me as the problem... Ouch! Is being the only child the reason behind this? That I can't get along well with most people.. Well, I have been trying to please them... I guess destiny wants to challenge me once again so that I can learn my life lesson, because I haven't. Been through lots of similar situations like this, but I still haven't learned. And I don't know how...