don't follow this text this is just a training i made for myself i have very much everything but i can't realize it up even i can do anything i can't grateful why i become like this la la la are you stupid yes i am stupid that what smart people everyday said to them self because they always need to learn new thing and also three is always problem happend everyday i hope your day is good but the reality always has their own way it depend on how you decide what to do about that will you be angry about it or will you be happy about it if you do it less problematic sure thing you will be coming better every day because experience one of the indicator for success every body has different processing ability but every one can decide how they do it if you still think you don't grateful enough maybe start see lower thing should help you may be determinate but your brain also need relieve too some time what are you saying lol this is just random word i don't even speak english this is just training or is it