so there's not a lot going on with the whole moving thing, its pretty much calmed down. but weeks and about a mouth pasted, i went over to my moms, and surprisingly my cousins were there( i was really happy). so that was the highlight of my day. one of my cousins is like a sister to me, i tell her everything because i cant really tell anyone else, and my other cousin is just annoying. they are going to be staying there for a couple of weeks. when i went back to my dads, we had a talk about my grades a couple days later and they had mention that they found out that i had snap chat( i didn't tell them, i also gave my step mom my phone number other there and that's how she found out, they also found out that i had tik tok but they already new that, they also tried to follow me on it but i didn't follow back) and they were like ' you hind so much stuff from us, your not even allowed to have snap chat' but i still have it anyways, they also mention ' what if a guy asked you to send inappropriate stuff to him, you would send it and i know you would' i actually didn't, i told them to stop and if they keep doing it i would report them. but i didn't tell them that i just sat in silence( like i always do) i just wish they would understand me, and understand that my smile isn't real, but they don't. i honesty think they do fun stuff without me, like the next weekend was going to be there's and this weekend i had to go to my mom. they said they were going to the beach and it was without me, like why couldn't of you waited till the next weekend where i could of gone too. i just feel like im never wanted or even needed.