It feels like I am stirring something inside me. It is wonderful, but weird somehow. I just want to say that. People are good, no one was born that meant to be bad or deserve bad things. The environment defines us as who we are today. Some of us get lucky but some don't. Not everyone is born into a happy family. Sometimes, it leads us to be confused and conflicted about everything. I hope more people realize it. Because there are people that desperately need help, but they can't reach out to anyone because that is the environment they were born, "no one will help you, you have to deal with all the shitty of your life, your own. And you don't deserve any love. No one will be friends with someone like you." That is what some of them said. And that is not true, we know that. But we can't help but let those words affect our life. It takes bravery and a lot of time to overcome it. You need to find out from that negative voice that it's wrong and that you deserve better. Everyone deserves love. Don't let those fears overcome you. Don't let them stop you from experiencing true love.